You all know I’m planning on killing myself in 2027 right? I want to talk about all the reasons why somewhere, so I need your advice.
Should I write about it for wordpress or whatever, or should I make a video saying it? I’m better at writing than I am at talking, but I think the video might be more impactful. Advice?
I feel you with me all the time.
Sometimes it drives me crazy.
I don’t want to think of you.
Dream of you.
Be consumed by you.
It terrifies and excites me.
But I should be scared.
The danger is far more real,
Then the fantasy.
But the fantasy is so
I can’t turn away.
I want it to burn me.
My body wakes up
At the thought
Of your icy touch.
I can’t help it.
You are not real.
You are a ghost.
This is a dream.
This is a nightmare.
Don’t wake me up.
I love the police in my town!
I know you’ve been watching me.
I can feel the lust of your eyes.
You want me to expose all of myself to you.
Every dirty little secret.
For me to relive every moment of intense pleasure.
To tingle again from each painful lash.
To open myself completely to you.
To be yours.
You want to know me.
What things tickle,
What things hurt.
What things excite and stimulate me in ways beyond comprehension.
You follow my every movement as I show myself to you.
The thought of you watching me is exhillerating.
I want to be viewed by you;
Be consumed by the heat of your gaze.
Watch me, follow me, use me.
I am yours.
Thanks for reading me.
Go to dyingwithstyle.org to really get to know me.
I’m trying to raise $562 dollars to attend the Oklahoma Writers’ Federation Conference. I’m writing, as you all know, but haven’t officially published anything or found an agent. This conference would allow me the opportunity to rub elbows with agents, publishers, and other writers, as well as pitch my fictional autobiography, and my other writings. If you have a few extra bucks I appreciate any help. If you don’t, please wish me luck.
To donate go to: http://www.gofundme.com/RebekahFranklin/