I’m taking a moment to have a meltdown

My story made the front page.

I was just on the news.

https://www.facebook.com/koco5/videos/2157999377754437/

Life in general is amazing in so many ways.

So why am I melting down?

I make bad decisions frequently. I’m kicking myself for the latest, and trying to adjust to the realization that I’m a lot like a flame.

People see me for miles dancing around. I can bring warmth and excitement. Hopefully my ideas will catch and spread.

However, it’s dangerous for people to get too close. I need a way that people can see the flame and feel the warmth, without getting burned, which seems to be the inevitable result.

I feel the most responsible thing to do is to build some kind of clear firewall. I just can’t let it snuff out the flame.