You consume me


I’m burning with passion consumed by your love. I never imagined this gift from above would strip down my mistrust, peel back my fear. Show me with certainty your presence is near. I’m captivated by you, in Love with your touch, I never knew I could love you this much. Your more than I ever imagined I’d find. You love haunts my spirit and saturates my mind. I’m addicted to your magic. Never let me go. I’ll be yours forever. I love more than you know.

Thinking


So apparently I am God’s Sock puppet which is a little scary to be honest. I never imagined that this would be my life. I love dancing around town in my wheelchair I love making people smile and celebrating life. Being the person I was created to be.

I didn’t realize that I would view walking as overrated. I never imagined I would see myself as a professional damsel in distress, which is a little scary to be honest. I love dancing around town in my wheelchair and making people smile and celebrating life being the person I was created to be.

It is hard though. Sometimes I shit on myself. I have a Foley catheter in now, but wear diapers and am in consistent pain. My memory is almost non existent and cognition getting worse by the day.

Therein lies the problem. I have a paradoxically good and bad life, full of adventure.

I’m a want to be writer, artist, dancer, as well as a good mother and citizen and unapologetic Christ follower. I have got to get in the habit of writing more and need a place to express my thoughts. Thanks for giving me a place to flow.