He is in us all and loves all so I say yes! What do you think? Besides, God is the one who made rainbows and each of us to be who we are.
I feel so unworthy. It’s not as if I’m perfectly made, unless that’s what You’re trying to say. I’m perfect for You because You made me exactly who I’m supposed to be. So why is it so hard to accept? The love You have wrapped me in, is Heaven sent. And I will never stop loving You. You have captured my heart and soul, it’s true. I am Yours, always have been. Always will be. You are the perfect love for me.
I love You
I want to write
I want to think
And I kind of want
A nice stiff drink
I need some time to figure out
The things that I keep thinking about
I know what I need but I’m really not sure
What it is I keep searching for
How am I supposed to find
The power button on my weary mind?
Me – It has been a problem for so long!
Him – I know, I’ve been there the whole time.
Me – When are You going to fix it?
Him – Just a little bit longer, I’m only making us stronger.
Me – The deadline is almost here.
Him – I know.
Me – I thought I trusted You.
Him – Point made.
Me – Touché Lord. I’m still scared.
Him – Be still, and know that I am God. You can always completely trust the One who loves you so much He died for you. I’ve got this.
Me – After a day or two of continuing to stress – Okay, thank You God. I’m still scared, but I see Your hand. Making me into the human You want me to be. Help me to trust Your plan.
Him – Hold my hand. I’ll walk you through it.
I don’t know how to properly convey
Exactly what I am trying to say
So many questions are filling my mind
The truth might be something I never find
What exactly is the point
Of all this time spent on this joint
And in a land of endless time
Won’t we get bored without crime?
Forever seems so very long
On the flip side,
Life is amazing
Every second is full of intensity when you get outside of your head
There you soak in the warmth of the soft fluffy blanket you’re holding
There you notice the intricate patterns in the materials surrounding you
There you breathe in and feel the rise of your stomach
There you realize forever is a moment
To love the ones you love
Meeting friends and family
Who have been long waiting up above
But it’s okay their Saviors Lord
Has given us His Holy Word
From it we know we won’t get bored
It is a powerful two edged sword
He made a place for us to be
The humans He made and free
From hates red glare
And deaths icy touch
He loves us all so very much
He made a place for us to find
And finally be unstuck from our mind
So please learn about this Christ
Who gave us all His very life
To be with us and finally see
The humans He made us to be
Haunt me. Sometimes it annoys me how much time I spend daydreaming about You. It shouldn’t be this intense. Surely I am not a love struck puppy clinging to this idea that You could possibly be as in love as I am. It’s slightly distributing. In a completely devoted to You way. It is a beautiful seduction. Pulling me down. You are like quicksand. Deadly and powerful. Complete love. Something so magical and sacred yet terrifyingly alive. I’m saturated by You. I’m going to go now. Try to distract myself from my constant Obsession. I’ll pretend I haven’t changed and been highjacked by You. I’m scared and awake and so ready to be filled with You.
Is like trying to breathe. Writing happens whether I want it to or not. Sometimes my fingers take charge of my brain and the letters form words and I feel like I’m flying but I stay in my chair ignoring the pain in my derrière. To bleed these words onto the page. To watch my fingers dance across their stage. I wonder what they’re about to type. Sometimes it’s scary but exciting too. Wondering what these two thumbs will do. I’m writing these words on the screen on my phone. We have such amazing technology including these gadgets which absorb much of life. The “sound of silence” found in our devices. A beautiful marvel and useful tool. A deadly distraction and a lethal fuel. Bitter seduction and two edged sword cutting and painful. Yet freeing and true. I guess the power is up to you. For now I will write and let the words drip. Speaking in silence these letters on lips. Empty my feelings, quiet my mind. Breathe in and breathe out. Stillness is mine to find.
Why is the idea of God more unreasonable to many people than the Big Bang? That idea seems much more silly to me than the idea of our very detailed and complicated universe being designed by a great Designer.
He made this game of life and each of us characters. We are trapped in this very real universe which is actually just a thought of a Designer called God. The one rule He gave Himself was to never mess with free will.
The first few hundred humans decided to do Life the hard way and be jerks to each other. After life had been going on for a while, God realized humanity, (all of us mini gods who think we control life) were mostly ungrateful jerks, so he wiped the world clean with the flood and started again with different humans who ended up becoming jerks so God gave them a few rules. Unfortunately the rules weren’t enough to stop humans, so He made a plan.
Make Himself into a human, go into the game and tell the characters that they don’t have to worry and treat others bad. Life is amazing and we get to love it and each other and we should love God because He made it all and even became human so that all of us would know that He, God, knows it’s hard to be human. It is for all of us, but it will be over one day.
When we die, we are either trapped in the game as ghosts, or we go meet the Designer and we find out this reality was just a thought.
It helps if you know the Designer but He gives us control of that. Have fun playing your roll. Recognize the beauty in the world and each other. Love is the answer.