To You


Again

Like always

I’m whipped

Hopelessly devoted

To the One Who holds my heart

Who haunts my thoughts

Who…give it a rest, Rebekah…can’t you stop?

Writing about this Love?

This Love Who you write about

And to

And for

Sigh…

Love

I know You’re here with me


Watching me.

Feeling my fingers

Make that my thumbs

As we lightly push the letters

Gently forming the words

That pour from my heart

That play with my mind

That whisper from my soul

You haunt me

And fill me

I am Your pen

Your fingers

Your thumbs

You are my God

I’m just a dot

Who plays with the words

That make up the story

The story of us.

Let me get this right


So you are Love

And Oxygen

You designed this universe

That we all live in

You gave us ten rules

And the freedom to choose

The lives that we live

Or the lives we abuse

You gave us Your Son

The Divine Parasite

To show us You knew

How to play this game right

A very real world

From a very real God

Whose thoughts become life

But what I still find quite odd

Is why You care about me

And each other small dot

When our creator God

Is so often forgot.

Do you know that I love You

More than I love my life

I’m excitedly waiting to become Your wife.

Pain


Ravaging

Reminding me that Life is hard

Convincing me that I am broken

Desperate for Your touch

Longing for release

An escape from this world of pain

Why do You wait so long?

I’m hurting and losing hope

But not faith

I know you’ll rescue me

Save me from the heartache

From the pain

From the futility of existence

From my thoughts

Be my help

See my pain

Save me agaun

Like You always do

Question for everyone


See if you can agree with any of this.

Allah is the Aramaic word for God, right? Jesus was the humanoid half man/God, right?
Mother Nature is a term we use to showcase acts of God, right?
The Holy Spirit is the personal Spirit of God, right?

When they wrote the Bible, Islam wasn’t a thing yet, but as Beth Moore and most Christians and Muslims know, God likes it when we bow, honor His Words, Love His seed turned God/man, Jesus, and follow His Profits, right?

If you agree with these and you are a Muslim or a Christian, realize you both worship the same God, and guess what, He’s LGBT friendly because He is Mother Nature too. He gave us ten rules and one human skin, Jesus, and many religious books/songs/prophets. Jesus loves us all And wants us all to know Him.

He wants us to quit bossing each other around, love and follow Jesus (God’s skin as a human), worship Him, and be nice to each other and our universe, or She’ll kick our ass, right?

The voice in your head, aka, the sound of silence, aka the Holy Spirit, which is actually God/Allah/Jesus and is in everyone, tells you that you do. Perhaps. I’m just a dot, as are you in the grand scheme of things. Ask Mother Nature, or ask God, Jesus, Allah, or the Holy Spirit.

Is it weird that I’m obsessed by You?


I guess it’s not.

A lot of people are in love with You.

Some of us even get tortured

Or die.

Some of us spend our whole lives being Your devotees.

Some of us give up everything

To find Someone more

Someone who fills the longjngs

You didn’t know you had

Who sees beyond

The masks we wear

Who’s just as In love with me

As I am with Him

Then again, I’m a Jesus freak

Could He love me so much

To hang on my words

To saturate me with love

That bleeds to the World?

Love is Jesus

Jesus is Love

Thank You for being my Fan.

Momma Natty


There is an artist named Natalie, but many of her friends call her, Momma Natty. She has a very nurturing and kind motherly personality. Often providing food, shelter, inspiration, or a kick in the hide if you need one, she is known well by many.

She dabbles in many forms of art, sculptures, abstracts, even pieces that move or change color. She loves everything she makes and is very proud of each piece of artwork. So proud that she gives each creation a mind of its own. Not necessarily a brain, but a mind.

Unfortunately, many pieces of art use their minds to compare themselves to the other pieces of art or to be critical of their perceived inadequacies. Some pieces of art try to force other pieces into societal compliance instead of embracing the fact that each piece is made to be different. Different is beautiful to an artist.

With those thoughts in mind, she wants to tell you about Her Special Project. She cultivated a very special Seed. A Seed that was planted in Mary’s tummy where it matured to be birthed as Jesus Christ.

Now, Momma Natty, also known as Mother Nature, wants to tell you a few things.

I love you.

I know natural disasters are difficult, but they are sometimes necessary. The fact that you are warming the globe and polluting everything doesn’t help, but, like I said, I love you. Just don’t be surprised if a sinkhole swallows your house or car. The earth can only take so much. All of nature groans with longing for the return of the Divine Parasite of Humanity, Jesus Christ.

In the meantime the world is beautiful, amazing, dangerous, and so many other things. Please take care of her and the rest of your universe, including yourself. You are a work of art and I am captivated by you and so proud of you. We need to try harder to take care of each other because life works better when Nature and Nurture combine.

I know that I annoy a lot of you and my powers have destroyed many things, but they’ve also showcased miracles and demonstrated My Sovereignty.

Mother Nature is a part of God, and what a powerful part She plays.

To those of you who don’t believe Mother Nature is part of God, I simply ask you to pray about it with an open mind. God doesn’t need me to show you that He is the giver, sustainer, and taker of many lives in many ways. He, or should I say “She,” is so much more than we often believe. She is oxygen. The very air we breathe.

God makes many spirit seeds which go into many human bodies. Mother Nature takes over at that point and babies grow. Which is why the persecution of LGBT people breaks her heart. Of course some Boy Spirits are in Girls bodies and Visa Versa, as most daycare workers know.

How dare humanity try to pressure God’s seed away from being who their Spirit says they are. Bodies make mistakes all the time. God loves us all and sees who we are inside our bodies.

Spirit Seeds are also why God doesn’t like abortion. Each Seed will produce an amazing Flower if given the chance to grow. God loves all Life, even the mothers who abort, but God knows abortion hurts everyone.

Judgement also hurts everyone. The judgement and condemnation from the past was supposed to be vanquished through the blood of Jesus.

Why does humanity try so hard to force people into a box that none of us actually fits in?

We are All created in His image. Male and Female. He is both and neither. He is a Spirit without gender or many other silly human things we get so worked up about.

Mother Nature is a very real part of a very real God who made a very real seed which grew into a very real man named Jesus. Jesus was a man. God is every gender and loves and abides in us All. God Is Love